I love how this relates to me so well. (: Last night was the best day of my life. I never seen myself being so desperate before & it must have felt so good that a girl kept wanting you back in her life. Ha!
Its beautiful how you kept pushing me away, how rudely & disgustingly you spoke to me, & how low I stooped for someone who least cared about what I was going through. I only have one thing to say. Thank you for giving me the chance to live from today forth. I am going to embrace every moment like never before.
Im not saying you never loved me, but Im saying is that youre the stupidest guy for putting sucha “test” on me. Haha! Call it love, my ass. 2 years, close to 2 & a half plus the time I dated you. Oh God, Ive nothing to say. My life was just a big fat joke to you, wasnt it?
I never wanted status, I wanted security. Only someone so dumb wouldnt be able to define that! -.- Thank you for the hug you allowed me to give you before you left. Sorry I dirtied your shirt! Ha! Have fun with that new slut youre hanging out with. Practice safe sex okay? I’ll be so sad should anything happen to you not like I should care. But yes, I dont think you should dirty yourself just for the moment of pleasure. Afterall, I once knew you. Im still going to care even if I didnt want to. Then again, Im done crying for someone like you. If my tears were blood, I would have been fucking dead & you wouldnt even have cared if I was alive or not! After last night, I had an awesome pep talk with the people who really loved me & I can proudly say I finally got the courage to delete all your pictures & I threw away everything you gave me. Your earrings? Yeah, in the dustbin bro! (: Im abit sad to throw away the teddy bears though. Should be super ex, Im not that heartless. But I cant stand it sitting in my house. Idk how to pass it back to you also. All those fucking memories are killing me, but Im going to fight them. Alone! (: Youre full of lies. Nothing was real other than our love.
Thank you for being my first. After Im over you, Im going to be the strongest girl you’ll ever know. (: Thank you for all those memories! Youve been an awesome first but you didnt know how to treasure what you had. I dont think I made a wrong choice! If you can test me now & completely not trust me, Im not sure what youre capable of in the future so, thank you for letting go of me. I cannot be more grateful. This is not the end! Its only the beginning for the both of us. I wish you all the best! A part of me will always be with you. See you around Singapore! :*
(Source: glowinthedarkdildo)
YES, FUCK YOU. ASSHOLE.
(Source: forever-irreplaceable9)
